I sure hope not. I blame the Office Easter Bunny that planted an Easter egg in my office. I know it’s Good Friday but somehow I had a lapse in judgment that resulted in me eating one very small blue jelly bean. I’m supposed to be fasting. Can one jelly bean really be considered an infraction? I’m not exactly full because of it. Do I have to consider that to be lunch now? I hope not. I would have picked a bigger piece of candy if I knew what I was doing.
So I haven’t blogged in what seems like a very long time. To be honest, I haven’t had anything positive to share with anyone. I have had a better attitude, but I still suffer from bad choices that are triggered by stress. Too much work, not enough taking care of myself. It is very safe to say that I feel icky. I keep saying that today is the day that I do better – and I do in some respects. I always seem to stumble somewhere, though. Fast food, junk food, beer, lack of exercise, you name it. Why do I keep “rewarding” myself with terribly unhealthy food that I know will make me feel like doo-doo later? I’m a fairly smart person, but this concept has me stumped.
I’m going to enjoy my weekend and try to take baby steps in the right direction. Things I know for sure: I will go for a hike, I will watch the Masters, I will watch BU play in the finals of the Frozen Four on Saturday night (yay!).